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Don't know him but, RIP, and my condolences to his family.

P.S Your life is more important than anything in table . Whatever it is money, lifestyle f all.. and anybody. Everything can get fixed , your life from other side wont ,and health is very hard once it goes so take care and never waste it.

P.S. I hope this that I'm about to say will make anyone else in any similar situation think [before doing something as horrendous and leaving your family to take the pain]. No one [beside god and your parents they deserve maximum respect this is my thought][ and invest in your kids with education for those who have, that is the best of everything one can you can do for them from 1 years until they really ready, have personal few teachers/trainers from they age 1, a spend your money in them also for you will have a peace of mind also teach how to deal with real life teach what you want not what society wants, beside putting maximum investments in best private schools/education/ personal teachers[ personally i don't since I'm young but i'm following this line of thought when faced ]], is above you so f it all and anyone, don't stress for stupid **** let alone commit suicide. Wrong way to approach life and to go by letting whatever it is get over you and get to the point to think is more important than your life, everything else is momental be people, money, lifestyle, in the end, they don't matter as things move on day you maybe down the next far more leveraged up, one day when you gain "leverage" you'll laugh over whatever it is. Be smart value life and health first , have self respect by valuing those two primary and third education that is a must also, and networking which is also another step, short story always invest in you health than education than networking and do things in your way, you want be forming your family or dealing with life/politics/god/lifestyle/ how you want to rasie your kids etc etc, [f everyone else on top along with very bottom, and their boot lickers, and so called intellectuals and, journalism that says differently or impose their self serving propaganda or masters agenda because in the end they commit double standards for their pals, tribes,groups, kin, families and them self are exempt]
.. the rest f it, it can be fixed or leveraged, looking back you even will laugh one day how that got the best of you. Anyhow condolences and may he RIP

[Edited by mars2000, 11/15/2019 7:57:56 AM]

Also because i left something out impulsive and depression are bad mix.
People should seek help personally.

I don't have the same experiences but had personal issues with anger management and impulsive disorders,high blood pressure and used to direct vengeance where you are before in my country. It took something as a swearing bad on my family to make me jump on people and hit them with whatever I had. Living in my country with such customs all the time is normal I'm not even joking, and in country when civil war erupted along with pressure from criminal mindset which had been rooted from local neighborhood circles to high school, to university, to politicians which where connected to mafia, blood feud which are part when police doesn't do anything you could never escape it. It is a vicious cycle when lot of youth in society sees as the only way to live and make money. People there would shoot in middle of the club or restaurant just because you where looking at because everyone had a gun and some s where connected to higher people in politics.Some habits die hard. When I came to usa did the same thing i would hit people with whatever i was holding and i seen on floor and around me. Faced couple of arrest but went with self defense. People didn't understand why It got so bad that I purchased multiple machetes and worse from illegal market. I was carrying with me in my bag. I was careless of my life.Latter my friend from my country had to talk me that's not how it works in USA and i had to chill out. Im more chill nowdways I only will spit on them and return in same coin, Is far hitting them with whatever you see, as much as crazy it sound is
beating with whatever you catch or from stabbing or thinking to gun.

[Edited by mars2000, 11/15/2019 10:44:40 AM]

[Edited by mars2000, 11/15/2019 10:45:51 AM]

RIP, and my condolences to his family, Suicide is terrible.

BSBD 🙁

Bro I miss you and our arguements n fights n laughs n being there. You was like a brother to me. You are and always will be FAM to me. Even typing this brings tears to my eyes. Your send off was only just yesterday to me and it feels like a lifetime. There is a song that I have kept listening to and it keeps bringing you into my mind.

Link

Its by Gin Annie a band I seen who was a support band for another I follow.

I know its not my fault and it keeps poking at me that I didnt see this. Am just going to say it. Am sorry I couldnt help. I hope you rest well. I will see you soon but not now!

Always your Bro Chris! Travis you will always be in my Heart and mind.

RIP sir.

omg this is so very sad. off and on i'd see him here at CH and interact with him. oh this is so very sad. RIP buddy. i pray u r in a better place. 😭

[Edited by Lord Vader, 11/22/2019 10:11:46 PM]

I will certainly miss Varacka! He and I were friends on Steam for quite a while, and we had some enjoyable chat sessions. From the communication we had, I got the distinct impression that he was a very intelligent person. And not just that; he also seemed to have a genuine concern for his fellow human beings. I really wish he could have reached out to me, or to someone! I'll close with a portion of what he had posted on his Steam profile: "I'm always up for new friends..."

I want to add that I really appreciate PWizard, and CH for sending flowers to Varacka's family. That was truly a great gesture!

[Edited by Rickmon, 11/23/2019 3:32:38 AM]