A secret is only a secret when it is unspoken to another. Different denotes neither bad nor good, but it certainly means not the same. Only the insane equate pain with success. Threats, promises and good intentions don't amount to action. Only a very few find the way, and most of them don't recognize it when they do. Delusions, too, die hard with memory. Only the savage regard the endurance of pain as the measure of worth. Forgetting pain is convenient, remembering it: agonizing. But recovering the truth is worth the suffering. And our Wonderland, though damaged, is safe in memory... for now.