And even doing missions, It's not like John Marston actually wants to be doing everything he does. I find the entire game is one long emotional journey for John.
The very last thing you do (don't worry, no spoilers) made me realize why it's actually called "Redemption."
Btw...if you wanna play online, I'm always looking for someone to play with. I'm level 28.
Then you are missing an experience of a lifetime. I say it spells out GTA, other games just carry on the legacy!