Everyday I wake up wishing that this is all a fantasy,
that everything is made up and unreal and dreamed.
Everyday I wake up hoping to find a script to rehearse;
hoping this life turns into a movie where everything is perfectly played out,
and your success depends on how well you perform your lines;
how well you perform your lies.
I find myself wishing for someone to write out what I'm suppose to say,
and how I'm supposed to end up in these situations,
and handle them completely perfectly.
I find myself wishing that I can simply get by pretending.
I can't wait for the day I realize that I am my own author,
that I can write my own story.
I can have all the confidence in the world,
all it takes is will power...
I always seem to be lacking when it comes to reliance in myself.
that's a cool idea.
i liked the way you made the story.
and of course the content itself is good