Hi.. I know I`ve been gone for a long time. I had some tough stuff to get through. A few weeks ago I attempted suicide. I`ve been depressed. Mad. Confused. I didn`t know what else to do. Isn`t it strange that I could`ve just been gone? Just like that? Like a little wisp of smoke from a candle just blown out. None of you would`ve known. I`d have become a statistic. I hope to be around chu more often. I`m sorry I missed it. I`m sorry for everything I may have ever did to make anyone feel bad. I`m a different girl now completely. Thats all I think.
I picked you. You were a good friend when i really needed one. You're funny and smart and kind and everything amazing there ever could have been.You're an interesting person and if i knew you irl you'd be one of my very best friends.I like your avi so don't ever change it :P Sometimes when i look at the RP thread i look forward to seeing your posts the most. Thanks for being cool *hugs* Elle
...nah i'll forget about it and disappoint you guys I cant get to sleep till about 3am nowadays but when i do sleep its great. i dream vividly. sometimes its scary
I'd like to cordially invite yalls to join my facebook group. It's New and i'm still working on making it fantastic, but it would make me happy if you guys joined. wow now it sounds like i'm begging(SHUT UP ELLE!) Here's the link Link ..hope that works.. anyway, the group is about music, specifically the lyrics, and the meanings, and i think some of you are musical masterminds so you'd fit in well there.
ah, what the heck, if you guys post here, i'll randomly choose somebody and i'll do something fantastic about you in my next blog.
my favorite song just came on. I must leave, and dance