Broken Heart...
posted 6/13/2009 8:48:15 PM

I did not realize that a broken heart could be so literal. I think I actually felt it break in half....

If he wanted to dance with me he should have taken me to the club like I wanted to do for so long rather than just go out and dance with complete strangers and lie about it. Condoms in the car? Staying out every night until 6am for several months? I feel so dumb...and depressed.

So much has gone wrong and I have lost a lot from this. Am I stupid for still being in love? I want to hold him but all evidence shows that he has been stealing and lying. There was a ring my mother gave him to propose to me since he was supposedly broke...I never got it. Someone else is wearing my ring and I just want to die. Four years and this is what I get. I guess I am destined to be alone forever..I don;t want anyone else! I can't sleep, it's hard to eat, and I can;t concentrate on my schoolwork. What do I do? All I can do is cry about who he has been with and why he would allow my family to suffer. He didn;t even say he loved me when I was cuffed to the police bench confused and upset. I didn't know what was going on...I feel so dumb!! I just want to kiss him and cry in his arms but I cannot. I fear I will feel like this forever. I do not think I will ever find another man I loved as much as him. I wanted to marry him and start a life together but all he did was prove I meant nothing to him except bail.

Why am I stupid enough to still love someone who was with other girls and used me? I want him back in my life but I am so angry at the same time...All I have done this week is cry and wish I was older or whatever it is he wants. Lord take me now and end my misery...

Lost Pokemon Game
posted 7/30/2008 8:04:34 PM

Hey all I have a serious problem. KzBankszB has lost his pokemon game. If anyone happens to notice someone on wifi with the name Bans it is an impostor! The game is lost and someone may have stolen it. PLEASE keep and eye out for the impostor online. Again, its under the name Bans so please pm me with any information you have if you see this person on wifi trying to trade or battle! This includes pokemon revolution ok guys? Thanx for you support! Long live Pokemon!!!!

Platinum?
posted 6/22/2008 8:08:57 PM

WARNING: POSSIBLE SPOILER

After doing some research I came to find that there is a new pokemon ds verion coming out called pokemon platinum. Giratina will be the star of the show this time and has a new form..It should be out in Japan by the fall, but we won't see it unil 2009. I wonder what color they will use next? lol

Wii Opinion
posted 6/21/2008 10:06:43 AM

I heard something the other day that shocked and hurt me. Someone said the wii was for babies...AHHHH!! OMG! can you believe that? most of the games on the wii are retro but that doesnt mean its a baby toy. There are games available on here for the original gamers. Even worse, they were bashing mario kart of all games! the way i see it, if you dont like something fine, but that doesnt apply to everyone else. mario kart is one of the best known 4 player games. everyone has played at least one version of this game and all versions are da bomb. all wii haters apparently have not experienced the wonder of the wii.I bet they will change their mind once the wii is able to play dvds and cds.

i lost my cat
posted 6/17/2008 8:30:29 PM

i lost my kitty! I think he ran away.. I call for him every night for the past week but i never get an answer. I lost my son, my best friend. He used to wait for me every night after work and wake me up in the morning. I miss his fat head and silky fur. He has recently lost half his tail in a fight. I even loved him with a his half stump. i would have loved him if was missing a leg. I miss his voice. I can still hear it in my head. It has been almost two weeks since I saw him. i wish he would come home...