Thoughts from a balcony part 2. posted 9/14/2014 7:10:51 PM
This is sort of an update, though I doubt anyone cares. I've been living in Boston since June, but everyone got kicked out, so now I'm living in a ghetto area of Providence, RI. Only until next month when I go back to college in New Jersey. I kinda sorta have a girlfriend. I don't hate myself as much as I used to, though I still drink as much, if not more.
Why I hate people part 2. posted 9/3/2014 1:50:33 PM
County College of Morris is painfully unorganized. I needed to take placement tests, so in order to avoid taking them again, I had my old college send my results from the first time. They said they received them, and that they would email me about picking classes. That was a month ago. After 3 days of calling and being put on hold, I finally got to talk to someone today. They told me that they never received the scores, despite what they said a month ago. The classes are full, and now I can't start on the 11th like I was supposed to. I might be able to start a late semester in October, but first I have to drive 4 hours back to jersey just to take some bull**** placement test just because they ****ed up.
I was a lonely soul but thats the old me posted 7/18/2014 12:01:01 PM
That title is a lie. I'm still very much a lonely soul. And I'm still not over her. I thought moving to boston and sleeping with another girl would help me, but it didn't. There's something missing from my life that I'm trying to fix by using these girls to make me feel better about myself. To make me feel like I actually ****ing matter. I'm currently romantically talking to 4 girls online, and one In real life. None of this is helping. I just want to finally ****ing get over her. I accidentally clicked on her instagram the other day, and I immediately started drinking a bottle of new amsterdam. I have no impulse control, and I'm right back where I started.