You look me in the eyesAnd you still dont know the pain I feel.
You hug me tightlyAnd make me feel so good insideBut than you let go and all of a sudden I feel like crying.
You make me laugh and make me happyBut all at the same time I hate you so much.
I hate you for making me feel this way,I hate you for being my friend.I hate you so much that I wish you wouldn't exist.
I hate your smileSo big and so bright,It makes me happy but it breaks my heart.
I hate the way you dressSo clean and preppyIt makes me want you even moreBut I know ill never have you.
I hate it when you say hi to meAnd give me butterflies in my stomachThat make me want to barf.
I hate how I cant hate youNot even a littleNot even at all.
I hate how much I need youI hate the way I feel
I want to let go and leave you in the past.But I cant move on until you give back the heart I gave to you by mistake.
The heart I never wanted you to haveThe heart that left an empty hole in my chest.
The heart that once belonged to meThe one you stole and wont give back.
I hate how even through all the pain I still want you in my life.
I hate how I dont hate you because love took over this heart of mine.