Thursday was the last appointment with the surgeon (check previous blog for info). Everything is going well, I'm healing nicely and I should keep it up until the hole closes completely. There's hardly any pain now, just here and there.

Something weird happened before I went to the hospital for my surgery. I was a mess psychologically and I didn't think I could make it through without crying everyday. I had that with my 3 previous surgeries cos I had to rely on other people for the simplest things like washing myself. But for some reason I've been feeling better, it's like I'm not even depressed anymore. I have worries about the future but I can think about it now. I don't feel like staying in bed all day and I don't mind going out.

There are moments where I'm sad but don't we all have those moments? They pass fairly quickly now. I hope this continues.