Anyway this has been on my mind for awhile and I thought I'd share a little slice of what I've been thinking about with you lovely folks. I warn you I'm going to open up a little here which is an alien concept for me but why not, we're all friends here.
So as some of you may know I recently got a girlfriend whom I can say I have a love for, awww I know! However it has been apparant for quite some time she has some sort of an obsession with a celebrity, not like she just likes him because I really wouldn't care because hell I like celebrities too! This is something different, some sort of unrequited love for him that I don't even think is normal, she knows what I'm pretty sure is everything there is to know about him. At first I thought it would just go after awhile however I don't think that's the case. Anyway to cut a short story shorter I've begun to question myself as it seems to me if she still really wants this guy she can't reeeealy be in love with me right? It seems to me she still feels like she's missing something somewhere and knowing this I can't really be contented. Is it fair I have to know she genuinely loves someone else? Am I overreacting or is this normal? Id rather have her than any celebrity but I get the feeling that somehow if she met him shed leave me for him, I know she probably won't but its just the thought of being second best, a compromise?
Now I know this whole scenario could sound quite childish and immature trust me I've thought so a few times, but I'm a pretty chilled guy and it takes quite a lot to make me uncomfortable so just look at it from my point of view. Anyway thanks for listening CH you've been a big help already!
[Edited by Vonfuzzball, 2/7/2012 7:27:59 AM]
[Edited by HonestGamer, 2/7/2012 9:14:42 AM]
She may still love you, but that doesn't mean she won't take her clothes off backstage at the concert.