originally posted by Petray
So, after the breakup, I've started to go on a spiral downwards into depression due to that along with the addition of a few other things. I wanted to feel better so I started drinking extremely heavily, I drank three days in a row, blacked out two of the days, then took a two day gap and went on to go for five days, blacking out almost all days. Doing a lot of reading I think I've developed pancreatitis, it's quite painful, but it sounds like it can often go away on its own. This strangely makes me feel better, the hope that there's a chance I'll be okay. Worst part is that my parents are away and I don't have enough money to go to a doctor.
JUST THOUGHT Y'ALL SHOULD KNOW.