And unless alcohol becomes your whole life, and you have people that depend on you, people will have no reason to hate you for drinking....
unless alcohol becomes your whole life...
it seems like almost every blog you have made in the past year or so has something to do with alcohol, and if it doesn't it has to do with how depressed you are or how much your life sucks. I don't know what you have to be so sad about because you never give a reason or elaborate the catalyst behind this type of behavior....but, just from this site, i have seen you come from a slightly awkward teenager who's biggest life problem was finding the courage or confidence to talk to girls that you liked, to a manic-depressive alcoholic without any kind of clear outlook or goals aside from reaching the next night you can drink and blog about it.
Granted, i do not know you very well, and i am not trying to pretend that i do, but from your posts it is very apparent that you have a problem with alcohol and depression. Maybe one fuels the other, or maybe they both fuel each other...but you just seem to be getting worse. Your a young adult now. You are in complete control of your own life and you cannot blame anyone but yourself for what you do and where you're at in life. So maybe its time to step outside of the viscous cycle of your melancholy-drunkenness, and find out what you want to do with your life.
i know its not place to say all this, i'm not your parent, im not your close friend...but it's obvious that someone needed to say something.