I fell in love with my best friend Julia, it's been a year since I first told her. She said she wasn't ready for a relationship with me, etc. So I try and take my mind off of her by talking to other girls and that jazz, that doesn't really help. I love Julia and only her. But she doesn't love me back in the same way. Sucks, but hey it's chill.
I tend to check and make sure she doesn't have feelings for me. And the answer still remains a no.