not crazy ENOUGH? YOu put limitations and border lines in craziness? I think you should call your doctor (any doctor can help in this case) then make an appointment, tell him your a Whako and love to beat and hit anyone and anything include your self then you'll see there is a pen coming out of his chest pocket and writes you some high dosage Pills (which and might compare to Xtasy or even beats it) After you took them you will come back here and blog about LOVE KINDNESS COMPASSION AND ETC. trust me.