Fair enough, I owe you guys at least a proper explanation.
I wont give details as its very personal.
It turns out I'm actually a pretty messed up person, and it all came to a head. I may seem fairly normal with a few quirks but that was an illusion, I'm not half of what I seem. And well its all come tumbling down in a big mess and well I need a lot of time to get back to my true self.
Who knows, perhaps if I make it back to a normal life I may come back here again.
Thanks a lot guys, its been great here the last few years.
I may visit for another day or so because I think it would be a bit mean to just leave suddenly, but you wont see me post.